Thursday, February 27, 2014

A Rainy day...

Dennis placed his hand to my shoulder as I sat in the chair in the middle of the living room. Close your eyes ebony he motion his hand from my shoulder to the middle of my neck. His hands smooth with touch, my stiff little bones stiffing more as he circles around landing between my legs. Unable to keep my eyes closed much longer I opened them to see Dennis penis bulging but to my surprise he wasn't reacting as if he was turned on ..... was his dick so big he had grown use to it? Lifting my eyes fast hoping he hadn't notice my glimpse. Ebony my name rolled from his mouth with healing. What would you like to do today? What do you mean? I was puzzled. Let's go shopping he pulled me to my feet. Shopping... is this what bogus services you give your clients, how will shopping make me feel better. So much anger placing those hand back to my shoulders just trust me on this one girl, pulling me by my hand as my little body was exiting out of my front door no keys, no purse, not even a turn to lock the half closed door. What would Rox say, then again he is the one told me I need a therapist;-)

Monday, February 03, 2014

A Rainy Day... Therapist

See! Rox threw his hands up, as my face remand empty as he teased my bottom. Rox let me shower first and then, slanting my head giving him a slight smile, I may. Really? why you playing with my emotions girl he pressed closer. As bad as I wanted to step away and lay back down in the bed I stayed in position wrapping my slim arm to his back. Tell you what you go shower, I have a friend coming over and I would love for you to get to know him. who is it Rox? don't be mad baby but its the therapist, he froze to watch my reaction. More energy was being drained as my mind wanted to scream, but I was to tired. Rox I shook my head walking to the bathroom door, just go away please. baby!! he proceed to step after me as I steps in closing the door swiftly so he couldn't. turning my back to the cold white door I slid my body down to the cold floor. lowering my head down in seconds I was fast asleep.
 Boom!!! the sound of someone banging on the door woke me trying to pull up I held on to the side of the tub, still in the same cloths I had walked in here with. baby are you okay Rox shouted several times repeatedly. yes baby I managed to slip from my dry mouth. come on the guy is waiting on you. Rox give me a second. Opening the door I stepped pass Rox as he looked surprise to see me wearing the same cloths. I really hope he can help you he turned to walk back to the company. I retrieve my favorite lace front wig as I stepped into a pair of sleeping pants exiting from the bedroom.
My, my, she is as beautiful as you described her the guy gave Rox a wink. Please don't flatter me I have cancer I'm not mental, your here to try to help which I'm sure you cant but if my loving boyfriend I turned to Rox with discuss is willing to pay his hard earn money I'm able to sit and get no where. Excuse her Dennis lately she has been a little pistol can you imagine she used to be sweet as a button. I can he placed his hand to his chin in admiration, she is still in there just need a little encouraging. he spoke with confidence about me something I had began to long for Rox to start back doing I swear the only time he was being positive was when he wanted sex and even then it was a brief second. Well I'm going to give you two time he kissed my cheek, please be nice he pointed his fingers my way. Have a seat Dennis I pointed to the cream color couch watching Rox exit.
No, not yet he looked around I really need a chair from that table he pointed to the dining table. its a little exercise I want to do with you he walked over lifting it up, but only If your able? remember your health is my priority.
In seconds, After those words Dennis had my attention!!!1

Sunday, February 02, 2014

A rainy DAy

Yeah my testimony........ It had been a year since I was diagnosed with this beast of a cancer, having some good days as well as some very bad ones. Mikka, J and Rox had been my support team during all these times, but lately I noticed Rox has been acting Strange. I sat on the side of the bed listening to Rox singing as the water from the shower hit the glass door, holding my wig in hand I twirled it around and round. I wasn't sure if Rox was cheating if he was I couldn't be mad at him he had been nothing but good to me and I felt in debt to his kindness. lately he has been on his phone in the wee hours of the night and coming home late only to leave me in the bed thinking I was beside him in the early mornings. I had become bitter and my sex life had packed up and moved away sometime now, then to make matters worst my girl Mikka was out of town her and J and I wouldn't dare call and vent with her my problems. I needed someone to talk to!!!!

Hey babe can you bring me a towel I heard the shower turn of as Rox feet hit the floor mats. Your in the bathroom it should be some in there I looked toward the bathroom door confused. yes it is babe his voice lowered from my respond, I was just hoping you would come in and we could play around alittle. Well I'm not in the mood babe, I rested my elbows onto my flimsy knee caps. laying  to my back resting to the soft comforter. I held my hands to my bald head, this couldn't be life. swinging the door wide Rox held a white towel to the tip of his penis as he gave it long strokes to soak up the last bit of  wetness. Can you least rub some lotion over my back he stood over me with part of his legs out. Sure Rox I rose up holding on to the bed for support I watch as he reached up to the cabinet retrieving a bottle of lotion his butt muscles flexed as he stood still. Ebony he turned, I think you need to talk with a therapist he drove around facing me. I want my sex life back girl he grabbed hold to his shaft with frustration. not today Rox I drove up with force heading toward the kitchen. no Ebony we need to talk about this!!! he placed his hand to my arm. I love you I really do, but I do have needs girl he place his hand to my chin.
Im sure your needs are being met I looked at him, but only for a second I couldn't believe I had just spoke to him that way. Babe, I don't want to know where that statement came from he frowned a bit, but im here for you just let me be he rose closer to my body pressing his manhood to my panties. but I had no desire to have him, I had no lust to jump ontop of him and love him down. I had died inside and I wasn't sure if the flame would ever come back. I would never be the same....

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