Fit challenge!

Well as you all may know I am not happy with the weight I have gained in the last two years! Since we have 99 more days before 2015 I decided to take a all around fit challenge, which means I will be pushing to eat right and continue to lose weight! As well as focus on my mental state making sure I am relieved from stress. Now some of you will have your own routines but for me i will be practicing yoga, walking, eating veggies and making sure I stay away from negativity! I hope that we all decide on this very day to become more focus and determined to become the individuals we all will like to be! If you are taking this challenge email me! I would love to help at anytime if anyone needs encouraging.

Russia can you hear me!

I would love for my Russians to get more involved with speaking and telling me how and why you like my blog!! I see ya and I would love to hear from someone soon! Would make my day!!

Adaya is here!!!!

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Generations to generations

Today I was talking to my husband about a certain issue, why are the older generation so hard on the younger generation? I strongly hate when I hear older people put youth down as if we do nothing right but turn around and scream we are the future! First off I know we are the future, but how will the weak minded youth know if people keep knocking them down before they can even determined if they want to succeed or not?

I have a lot to say on this topic so sit back and relax because I have a point I promise!

With the cloths we wear although I'm not to revealing and its not because I think its shameful!  A lot of the older generation snarls right? Now I'm going to take this back to the bible, before eve ate the fruit she was naked right, right! Why are we ashamed to be naked? I'm about to tell you my theory... I think we are ashamed because so many people minds are trapped on rape "you giving them the idea you want it" young people its a mind trap that society has put on us please break the traps! If I walk down the road dress in a skirt down to my ankles if a guy has a sick mind its not because of what I have on;-)

Secondly the babies! All these girls having babies (pause) you know what I figured my issue out I have a problem with women on women that's it! But I shall keep going because this is were the men step in and it may not be so good! We don't have babies by our selves but it's funny you always hear a woman or young lady being tore down because she have kids or a child from another woman! But men are being pat on the back why? No really why I want to know?

Third these young fools killing each other! I agree murders are all around us but it was also in the older days we just have so much new technology we hear the violence from around the world day from day! And we sat and wait for more bad news so we can talk! I have a cure for that one. Turn the news off! Its never anything good they can't even get the weather right!

But one thing I do agree with them on is education!  But what I'm saying is we are going to fail, we are going to dress how we want, we are going to have babies its called living! Some people act like life comes with a manual and everyone reads from the same one when in real life the manual to life is the bible and making mistakes and learning so I say youth get messy and do your stuff(magic school bus) because our generation is the same generation as generations to come its just wrote differently!

A Rainy day.... Nothing happen

Waking up I sat up differently than my other days. I felt good to good to be true. The sun was shining and my hormones for sum reason was about to get the best of me as my eye's traced down Rox smooth stomach admiring his thin line of hairs flowing to his penis. What u want to suck it? Rox smirked as he turned over facing me. Maybe i do. Dam really? I guess therapy really working huh? I don't see how it is he not doing much coming in closer to Rox. Well it must be sum you didn't get in until 2:00 this morning his eyebrow raised with curiosities. Why was I out with him that late? You tell me, but I'm sure he was just caught up into helping you and I must say I see my old ebony coming out.

Taste me Rox, opening my legs wide I laid flat on my back I couldn't wait to have his tongue gliding in my middle nor could I wait till he busted his seeds inside of me. The thought of him loading off inside made me open up wider.  Soon as he was about to put in work I started feeling weak again. After a few seconds I notice Rox running around looking for his cell.  Then i had a flash of  red and black rocks. Just call Dennis Rox, he can help me.      

Slowly coming back in to life I noticed I was back into those same soft sheets. Alright bro see you later. I could hear Dennis voice  as I turn to the widow seeing Rox about to drive away. Hey love not feeling to good I hear. I thought I was doing good me and Rox was even about to enjoy ourselves, I spoke. Good thing y'all didn't Dennis frown, your not in any condition to do those activities.  I was sure hoping I was.. don't worry when its time believe your going to be getting more than you can remember. Well Rox will be away for awhile I convinced him you was okay... how long I questioned. Long enough he bucked his eyes, now let's play again as yesterday those pipes and rocks was smoking up again..   this time before I was completely into the fun I notice Dennis undressing but I couldn't help but to start dancing

A rainy day...

When we reached grand central shopping center Dennis came around to open the door to let me out. Placing one leg out my body weaken. My head was pounding, the glare from the sun beaming in my face cause me to faint. Opening my eyes back up Dennis was sitting across from me in a love chair as my body rested not on a hospital bed but but soft sheets and even softer pillows at his home. I didn't want to take you to the hospital Dennis smiled, I think I may have a cure for you without doctors being involved. I was still weak unable to speak really not wanting to as I laid in the softness. I watched Dennis raise up as he stepped to a cabinet door retrieving a glass case pulling what seem to be a red and black rock from it but as I looked closer it didn't look hard. I watch him pull a pipe out as he sat back beside me setting  up the gadgets on the bed. What is this? my face frowned lightly. Just a little magic girl he smirked, magic to make u feel good he filled with laughter. After the pipe was smoking he holds it to my nose as the smoke willing ease up my nostrils. Tell me how u feel Dennis asked. Looking at him his face seem to twisted and move. Whatever this was had me feeling good as a smiled painted on my face. My body motion freely wanting to dance!! Up I went as Dennis was right on my trail his body pressing to my skin. His dick hardening on my back, my breast began to rise as my pussy creamed. I couldn't control my dancing body or what was happening but I liked every bit as Dennis rub my body causing me to smile more and dance faster. His hands now under my bra as his touch made me more excited. The fun part about this his mouth touch my ear as his lips escaped words. You won't remember a thing his laugh grew stronger and stronger as he slid my pants down before to long I screamed with ecstasy as his nine inches of thick black dick was slamming against my cancer walls.

A Rainy day...

Dennis placed his hand to my shoulder as I sat in the chair in the middle of the living room. Close your eyes ebony he motion his hand from my shoulder to the middle of my neck. His hands smooth with touch, my stiff little bones stiffing more as he circles around landing between my legs. Unable to keep my eyes closed much longer I opened them to see Dennis penis bulging but to my surprise he wasn't reacting as if he was turned on ..... was his dick so big he had grown use to it? Lifting my eyes fast hoping he hadn't notice my glimpse. Ebony my name rolled from his mouth with healing. What would you like to do today? What do you mean? I was puzzled. Let's go shopping he pulled me to my feet. Shopping... is this what bogus services you give your clients, how will shopping make me feel better. So much anger placing those hand back to my shoulders just trust me on this one girl, pulling me by my hand as my little body was exiting out of my front door no keys, no purse, not even a turn to lock the half closed door. What would Rox say, then again he is the one told me I need a therapist;-)

A Rainy Day... Therapist

See! Rox threw his hands up, as my face remand empty as he teased my bottom. Rox let me shower first and then, slanting my head giving him a slight smile, I may. Really? why you playing with my emotions girl he pressed closer. As bad as I wanted to step away and lay back down in the bed I stayed in position wrapping my slim arm to his back. Tell you what you go shower, I have a friend coming over and I would love for you to get to know him. who is it Rox? don't be mad baby but its the therapist, he froze to watch my reaction. More energy was being drained as my mind wanted to scream, but I was to tired. Rox I shook my head walking to the bathroom door, just go away please. baby!! he proceed to step after me as I steps in closing the door swiftly so he couldn't. turning my back to the cold white door I slid my body down to the cold floor. lowering my head down in seconds I was fast asleep.
 Boom!!! the sound of someone banging on the door woke me trying to pull up I held on to the side of the tub, still in the same cloths I had walked in here with. baby are you okay Rox shouted several times repeatedly. yes baby I managed to slip from my dry mouth. come on the guy is waiting on you. Rox give me a second. Opening the door I stepped pass Rox as he looked surprise to see me wearing the same cloths. I really hope he can help you he turned to walk back to the company. I retrieve my favorite lace front wig as I stepped into a pair of sleeping pants exiting from the bedroom.
My, my, she is as beautiful as you described her the guy gave Rox a wink. Please don't flatter me I have cancer I'm not mental, your here to try to help which I'm sure you cant but if my loving boyfriend I turned to Rox with discuss is willing to pay his hard earn money I'm able to sit and get no where. Excuse her Dennis lately she has been a little pistol can you imagine she used to be sweet as a button. I can he placed his hand to his chin in admiration, she is still in there just need a little encouraging. he spoke with confidence about me something I had began to long for Rox to start back doing I swear the only time he was being positive was when he wanted sex and even then it was a brief second. Well I'm going to give you two time he kissed my cheek, please be nice he pointed his fingers my way. Have a seat Dennis I pointed to the cream color couch watching Rox exit.
No, not yet he looked around I really need a chair from that table he pointed to the dining table. its a little exercise I want to do with you he walked over lifting it up, but only If your able? remember your health is my priority.
In seconds, After those words Dennis had my attention!!!1

A rainy DAy

Yeah my testimony........ It had been a year since I was diagnosed with this beast of a cancer, having some good days as well as some very bad ones. Mikka, J and Rox had been my support team during all these times, but lately I noticed Rox has been acting Strange. I sat on the side of the bed listening to Rox singing as the water from the shower hit the glass door, holding my wig in hand I twirled it around and round. I wasn't sure if Rox was cheating if he was I couldn't be mad at him he had been nothing but good to me and I felt in debt to his kindness. lately he has been on his phone in the wee hours of the night and coming home late only to leave me in the bed thinking I was beside him in the early mornings. I had become bitter and my sex life had packed up and moved away sometime now, then to make matters worst my girl Mikka was out of town her and J and I wouldn't dare call and vent with her my problems. I needed someone to talk to!!!!

Hey babe can you bring me a towel I heard the shower turn of as Rox feet hit the floor mats. Your in the bathroom it should be some in there I looked toward the bathroom door confused. yes it is babe his voice lowered from my respond, I was just hoping you would come in and we could play around alittle. Well I'm not in the mood babe, I rested my elbows onto my flimsy knee caps. laying  to my back resting to the soft comforter. I held my hands to my bald head, this couldn't be life. swinging the door wide Rox held a white towel to the tip of his penis as he gave it long strokes to soak up the last bit of  wetness. Can you least rub some lotion over my back he stood over me with part of his legs out. Sure Rox I rose up holding on to the bed for support I watch as he reached up to the cabinet retrieving a bottle of lotion his butt muscles flexed as he stood still. Ebony he turned, I think you need to talk with a therapist he drove around facing me. I want my sex life back girl he grabbed hold to his shaft with frustration. not today Rox I drove up with force heading toward the kitchen. no Ebony we need to talk about this!!! he placed his hand to my arm. I love you I really do, but I do have needs girl he place his hand to my chin.
Im sure your needs are being met I looked at him, but only for a second I couldn't believe I had just spoke to him that way. Babe, I don't want to know where that statement came from he frowned a bit, but im here for you just let me be he rose closer to my body pressing his manhood to my panties. but I had no desire to have him, I had no lust to jump ontop of him and love him down. I had died inside and I wasn't sure if the flame would ever come back. I would never be the same....

A long time coming!!!!

Yes readers it has been a while!!!! But I have been working on my project LIFE OF ADAYA!! Coming Spring 2014!!! So happy its a blessing and I can't wait to continue this walk with God and my readers thanks for Reading hope this book blows your mind! ;-) I'm sure it will!!!!