Everything's is going to be fine Ebony Rox gave me a smile, your a strong woman and nothing about you say defeated!!! Mikka still in tears and J didn't want to look my way!! I knew he was hurting his mama died from breast cancer a year ago so I knew this was hitting him hard!!! Then a pain shot inside of my stomach!! I gripped Rox as it entered and left!! What's wrong baby? I had a sharp pain nothing major I managed a smile. Laying down I felt a cool calming come over me, I knew I was dying but I felt good. I no longer was worried no longer was able to cry. A burst of energy sent chills down my back!!! I smiled, but what was happening. Was this how cancer make you feel or was I experiencing something else? And if so why was it making me happy during a time like this. That's when it happen j began to flip the television and stopped when his favorite preacher was preaching. "God works wonders she stated sometimes a feeling can come from no where and change your whole life" that was it I felt like doing a praise dance as I began to hop from my bed removing IV's and jumping for joy!! I never seen mama like this J spoke... Something inside of me was telling me I had a mission to full fill and the same something was saying I was in this hospital bed today for a greater purpose.... and this was a start of a new journey!!! But where was this journey taking me and would my time here be cut shorter than I imaging!!! That's when the feeling went away and I drug back to my sick bed!!! I'm nobody I told myself and I was only here to die!!! Rox carried a strange look as he ran his eyes across me J held Mikka in his arms.... you have been Called J said to be with a smile... Mikka wasn't shedding anymore tears instead she was wiping them away as she gave me a wink. Called to die J I retorted. Wait and see he smirked this is the beginning of your testimony!!!
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
Wednesday, November 06, 2013
A Rainy Day... Zoey
Rox gave me a look but I gave no response to what I was seeing, instead I tried to come to conclusion of what was happening with J leaving Rox to attend with Zoey. Taken closer steps to J me and mikka stood, what is she talking about J Mikka asked with tears forming hard? Candy claim I have a baby by her but I know its not mines J shook his head, you have to trust me on this one mikka. I smiled to see Mikka giving a smirk.... she must have believed him but then her hand haul off and slap him quick. Fuck you j!! All those late nights and then this what happens where is the honor codes huh she fussed. You look me right in my eyes and lie she screamed and threw her hands in the air before storming off. Mikka!! I scream....Give me time ebony, I need time alone. Mikka hops in her car and drives off!!! J looked my way... Ebony that's not my baby... why would she put it on you j I asked. Shit girl its all about money with that hoe but she ain't bout to break my pockets only Mikka doin that he winked. I giggled from his statement but most important I believed my friend.... giving him love I turned my focus to Rox and Zoey as they sat on a bench talking. Then I turned away. He's in love with you not her J words caught me like a knife to my heart but in a good way... what I threw my head back Rox don't love me. Y'all may as well stop with this we just friends shit ebony he smirked. Did Rox tell you something I leaned in? No he don't have to y'all body language tell it all he grabbed my hand......now let's go see what this bitch doing here as he pulled me over to Rox and Zoey. Hey ebony, zoey looked dangerously at me as she spoke but I wasn't worried about her I needed to no Rox had let her no i was his!!! Then Rox came to me place a arm around me but didn't say a word..... J gave me a secret smile as he stood behind. Fuck all this shit Zoey pops from her seat and step to me!! Bitch you better step back Rox held his hand between us!! Plus I would hate to see Ebony kick your ass!!! Fuck you Rox you ain't shit just a pretty face and some good dick!!! Tell Ebony about that other hoe you messing around with now. I was shock really Zoey had always kept it classy and I admire her for not being another ratchet chick looking for a free ride but today showed otherwise. Rox ain't done being a hoe girl nor is he done fucking with me, he just leading you In. Then she said it, hah and I hope you not fucking him because I have aids!!! Fuck both y'all lives as she began to shed tears as they dropped to the golden white sand. I didn't look at Rox, I didn't look to see Zoey pull away nor did I turn to J for comfort. I couldn't speak and I didn't know if to ask if this was real!!! As I became light headed and felt cloudy I fell to the moist sand. Finally opening my eyes I was surround with faces as I notice I was in a hospital bed. Everyone was crying Mikka and J was even hugged up in front of me, trying to speak I couldn't I had tubes running from my arm and due to extreme weakness I couldn't keep my eyes lifted. Rox rubbed my hand back and forward. I had never seen him cry and to see him now hurt. Trying to recall the last event I began to sadden up... it was obvious I had contacted Aids from Rox but how? Watching a slim white man in a white robe come in with no smile I knew I was awaiting bad news. Ms. Boulevard he came to me. Are you aware you have breast cancer? Mikka cried harder, but I was numb as my eyes began to water. How Doctor? My voice trembled. As he began to explain, I didn't hear a word he was saying as my head ached and my mind raced. I had breast cancer...me Ebony Boulevard had cancer. Then I stared at the wall.....
Tuesday, November 05, 2013
A Rainy day!!! A day at the beach..
After being shocked but pleased with his decision I rose up to get my day really started. While Rox walked around still naked teasing me he pace to the window blinds looking out. Its going to be a great day he turned and faced me. Why you say that babe I smiled while gathering me a pink and white sun dress, if it was as pretty as the sun made it seem coming Thur my window I wanted to be properly dressed. Because I finally have the woman of my dreams!!! Rox go get dressed, I stopped the mushy before it began.... I didn't want to have another episode with me begging for sum more dick and he turn me down again. After Rox headed to get dress I slipped on my sundress and headed to the kitchen. Hey babe Rox shouts loud enough for me to hear. Yes honey I replied. Let's go to the beach today, we can call mikka and J and see if they are up to it, if that's okay with you. It was okay with me but I wasn't sure if I was ready for them to know we were an item, something told me Zoey wasn't a person to give up to quick and I didn't want to get excited and things come crashing down...Ummm Rox... Yes, he steps out in my favorite pair of black polo shorts and a white crisp polo shirt with loafers. You look nice I cheesed.... so do you he looked me up and down. The sight was to much for my lust system as I turned to the frig. I really dont think I want people to know about us just yet Rox I managed.. as he took seat on the stool behind me I kept pretending to find food. Is it because something I did Ebony? Ohh no Rox I just need time to soak all this in myself. Turning to see his expression he wasn't displeased. Cool E he licked his lips, I will give you a day or two soon you be telling the president I'm your man he smirked... I loved when he called me E always made my heart skip a beat. Mikka was so happy we decided to get out on this pretty day!! As me and her sit on a blanket in the sand Rox and J fired the grilled up!! It was only 20 minutes later I heard a females voice approaching. What the fuck she doing here mikka spoke about Candy, anytime she was around she was bringing trouble. I turned watching her blond hair blow in the wind as her slim dark frame jumped up and down in J face. I grabbed Mikka hands to keep her from going over and dragging Candy up and down this sandy beach. Bitch go home J shouted!! I could see his fist balling up ready to have it thrown in her face but Rox wasn't going to have that.. he wasn't going to let J go to Jail for killing this ghetto mess. Her screaming made other visitor uncomfortable after a while everyone was heading off. That's when I decide to go help Rox hold J back and make sure nothing would Breakout. Usually Candy was all talk but sometimes she had her days were she would come out of a silver bag, seriously she walked around with a silver bag!!! Bitch you need to leave!!! before we got a inch off the sand mikka was ready to throw down... she was hot headed especially when it came to J.. she wasn't having no disrespect. This has nothing to do with you Mikka Candy got close to mikka face. Pulling her arm back I pulled her away but it wasn't easy. Candy rolled her eyes and turned focus back to J. What's going on Rox I asked. He looked at mikka then at me. I could see his throat take a deep swallow but he wouldn't tell. Fuck you J candy shouted just have my child support you fuckery!! Mikka was not happy to hear those words and I was upset for her. What the fuck J mikka shouted!! We can talk lata j held his hand up.. yeah put your dog up Candy spoke toward Mikka while giving the finger as she walked back off screaming!!!! Trying to gather both our emotions, mikka motioned to Rox to look across the parking lot. I gave a silent sigh as Zoey dress blew with the wind!!
Sunday, November 03, 2013
A Rainy Day!!!!!
While I was finally able to stand I continued to shower as Rox stood hoovering over me. My thoughts unable to rest, my heart finally coming to a normal beat but I wasn't done. Rox had triggered my buttons... I couldn't shake it off any longer I wanted it all!!! To return a favor I climbed out of the shower motioning for him to come as well, instead of drying off I wanted him soak and wet. Leading him to his bedroom floor I placed a towel down instructing him to lay on his back. While doing so I climb down placing my knees between his legs. The water still standing on his skin. His dick was my target, my mouth was the fatal attraction!! Bringing my lips down to his shaft I teased his balls as I sucked holding my hand underneath as I guided them in one by one.. Rox shaking made me want to suck more firm but I glided my tongue up to his dick head producing a small amount of spit as I struck down evaporating the remaining water drops in to my mouth. Rox grab hold to my neck as I came down slowly contracting every inch. My Mouth watered for him to cum...holding one hand to his shaft and the other to my stiff clit I patted hard before Rox flipped me over and began to finger me with two strong fingers. Lifting me into his hands he held me up but my body never left the ground he began to motion his shaft against my craving walls but he never gave me the delight. I was the one being teased as he only stared and rubbed until his dick head was creamed in my juices. My mind was blown as I tried not to beg for him to enter me. Not now ebony I will eat you all day but you only get this dick on our wedding night. My jaw dropped as I laid back with him giving me a wink;-)